Crying at night

Hearing voices in my head
telling me my soul is dead
telling me i am a lie
so i listen to what i hear inside
i hear loud voices
from down stairs
i don't know what to think or feel
but i am to scared to go down there
the stress is everywhere
why i ask
it doesn't make since
it just isn't fair
the tears fall from my face
why me
I'm such a disgrace
why does it have to come on me
what did i do
i want to feel free
its like I'm chained up every night
when i go to my room
and start to cry
what is wrong
why is it like this
why now
why my dad and mom somehow
they didn't do anything either
so why tears
why the pain
why these fears
why this shame
i don't understand
why i was chose
to be like this
and to be froze
more and more
as the tear drops fall
as i feel the sweet
as i hear it call
"you don't need to worry
you don't need to fear
i am sorry
my beautiful dear
it will be okay
and it will be alright
soon....you wont have to cry at night".....