All i want for christmas

What I want for Christmas
Is what all kids say
It depends on how you act
Because Santa is watching you night and day

But what I mostly want
Is something no one can give
A loving boyfriend
Who will make me want to live

The one and only guy
For me is my x
Even though all he wanted was stupid sex

I will do anything Santa
If u just give me this
My one and only love
My very own Chris