My death

Another day passes and your still on my mind
i ask god why i cant leave you behind?
why must you stay with me forever

why cant i leave the heartbreak behind?
how come its only me crying?
why do i wonder if you still love me?

must i keep thinking of the happy times
when we held hands and shared our dreams
when not only our hands were intertwined but were our hearts

every time i see a couple walk by holding hands
i flashback to me and you.
a smile crosses my face..but quickly fades
and i drift back to my depression

these memories,and flashbacks..they are slowly killing me..
the thoughts of you will someday lead to my death