Ignored

I'm tired of it,
I hate being ignored,
The only time you want to talk,
Is when you say you're bored.

I feel like I'm invisible,
Like I'm not even there,
The way you are treating me,
Feels like you don't care.

I can't tell if you're loving me,
Or if you're just wasting time,
Is telling you how I feel,
Really that big of a crime?

Am I allowed to love you anymore,
Or should I just keep it to myself?
Is this issue a book I should open,
Or leave it on the shelf?

I just don't understand,
I thought we were going so well,
I never thought your actions,
Would make me feel in hell.

Why are you torturing me?
Why do you have to lie?
It's not like if you do,
I'm not going to cry.

I know that you don't love me,
I know that you don't care,
Is the thought of telling me,
Too much for you to bear?

Can you please just let me know,
Why you're doing this,
Tell me why you're ignoring me,
Is there something I missed?