Hiding and keeping unseen.
Tell me what these feelings mean!
I am lost and cannot be found.
I am going crazy!
My world is so upside down.
Running away from all the things that make me want to scream.
Living like this is a nightmare; a bad dream.
Can't look at my own reflection,
Without tears in my eyes.
Lost in all the rumors,
Lost in all the lies.
Keeping to myself,
Trying not to cry.
I wish I wasn't here,
I wish I could die.
I'm living in a daze,
But everyone says:
"It's just a faze."
I know that they are wrong,
Because I've been this way,
All along.
Caught up on the drinking, smoking, and all the 'fun'.
Hiding from the world;
From everyone.
Tormenting thoughts and nightmares,
Haunt me every night.
I am so scared;
So full of fright.
When will someone rescue me,
From all the things wrong,
With being me?
