My life can no longer go like this
Sitting on the bathroom floor
legs apart
one arm lying straight out on my legs
my other hand holding unto the knife
I always say one more won't do anything
But this time is different...
Way too deep...
I always said NOT ME
but it finally happened
No longer will I suffer...
A smirk on my face
yet I think,
will they miss me?
I start to panic
It won't stop
I start crying
and slowly i close my eyes
and never WAKE............
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