Thoughts

What the hell is up with everyones shit? i don't do anything to them, yet they cant seem to leave me alone. they claim they are my friends,but they're not. they treat me like I'm nothing, like I'm someone they can rag on all the time who'll just sit there and take it. well, i may not say much but push me to a point and I'll snap! It's not good to piss me off. No one has pushed me to the point where I turn into a physco, and they shouldn't want to see that happen, it's not a pretty site. they think I'm afraid of them and i wont stand up for myself, but they're wrong. I just don't like to start shit with people. I HATE them! I'm beginning to isolate myself from everyone. Nothing matters to me anymore. I'm alone in my own world. On my own in a harsh, cruel, dark, and evil place. I don't laugh or smile anymore. My life has turned into darkness. I feel nothing but pain, I hear nothing but screams and crying, but no one is around. It's all in my head. It's all in my head, but it's also what I feel. All I know is pain. All I see is blood gushing from my body. All I do is cry. I sit alone crying and cutting my life away until one day... my life is over!

*this isn't really a poem, thought I'd put it in here any ways*