As i sit here and remember the days we spent?
The days we cried and didn't speak,
i just remember the days i couldn't anymore,
I didn't want too live,I was so weak,
I remember when you helped me go on,
Made me think of what I'd be losing,
I would leave everybody without saying good-bye,
I would end everything without realizing what i was doing,
I thought it was best for and everybody in my life,
Everyone was hurting because of me,
I didn't understand anymore,
I had eyes but couldn't see,
I couldn't see that it wasn't because of me,
I had my problems and they had theirs,
Everyone was hurting but it was because of me ,They cared,
Now i have come to that state again,
Where I just want to die, because i don't know what to do anymore,
I hate living this lie,
I show everyone I'm happy when deep inside I hurt,
Living this so called life, Feels like a cruse,
I cant be happy and that I've come to see
I think it would be better, If i was gone,
No one would have to "worry" about me,
I would be happy but not for very long,
Basically I'm tired of it, I'm going now,
I'm tired of living all of this, So good bye to all..
My friends,family and the one love of my life,
I cant go on anymore and sooner or later You'll understand why....
