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by Cara Dec 26, 2004 category : Sadness, depression / about depression
I will not make the same mistakes that you did I will not let myself cause my heart so much misery i will not break the way you did you fell so hard I've learned the hard way to never let it get that far because of you I never stray to far from the sidewalk Because of you I play on the safe side so i don't get hurt Because of you i find it hard to trust not only me but everyone around me Because of you i am afraid i lose my way and its not too long before you point it out I can not cry Because i know thats weakness in your eyes I'm forced to fake a smile a laugh everyday of my life my heart cant possibly break when it wasn't whole to start with i watched you die i heard you cry every night in your sleep I was so young you should have known better then to lean on me you never thought of anyone else you just saw your pain and now i cry in the middle of the night for the same damn thing Because of you i try to forget everything Because of you i don't know how to let anyone else in because of you I'm ashamed of my life because its empty because of you I'm afraid Its all because of you