My Broken Promise II

I close my eyes
And remember back
To last night
When my razor attacked

For so long
It had stopped
But started again in the split second
That my guard was dropped

I broke a promise
I broke the trust
But inside
It felt like a must

With each drop of blood
That I shed
I felt happy again
Even though that’s what you dread

Just close your eyes
And pretend it’s not true
Just imagine
That the blood is still in my veins and blue