Memories of you

I didn't write this a very good friend jessie did... enjoy

Yelling obscenities, telling secrets
Glaring at me with glittering eyes
Laughing, running, dancing,
Call tears from deep inside.
I cry.
I miss you, you know
I love you too.
I never told you that, I know
I'm sorry, but it's too late now
You died.
Where did you go?
Can you see us still?
Do you regret it now? Leaving us?
You see how we hurt?
See how hard life is now.
We try.
Survival is necessary
Without you
For the rest of my life
Without you
It isn't real. Like a bad dream
I remember. My friend.
You died.
But it's not real. Not at all.
You're not here, that's all.
My head reminds me, you
won't come back.
My heart cries
Goodbye.