U don't understand if u only knew
about what I'm going threw
the love the pain the hope and lost dreams
all of this seems
so unnatural so fake
its feels like if i fell i would break
shatter into pieces of nothing at all
id wait till i no longer felt six feet tall
everyone stars and shakes their head
because of all the awful things Ive said
all the awful things Ive done
i haven't counted but there is a tone
to take them all back is something i wouldn't do
because it what i thought was right and it wouldn't feel true
after i do these awful things i except and move on
i live with them until there gone.
