Merry fuking christmas

Christmas sucked cos u weren't there
no one seemed to notice
or even care
i was the las t to get mine
it was money and a card
i read the lines......
it was said so many times "merry x-mas"
with such little meaning no one knew soon who they'd miss
you came home and i wanted to play
but you yelled and screamed
and said "go away"
i start to cave on my arm
i do it in all intention
of self harm
im getting ready to die
a slow painful death
but at least its the final goodbye

so merry fuking christmas
and to all a good night......