What you mean to me

At the beginning
things went fast
now I'm in the future
wishing on the past

for what i know is there
or what could always be
and that you have no idea
of what you mean to me

the person that you can be
and the person that you are
I've seen both
and they've both broke my heart

the caring person
that you used when your sad
is the one that makes me think
that no one can love me like that

that i am the only around
that actually matters
and when i see you cry
not just my heart but with it i shatter

and the person you are
hits me in the face
and you don't really realize
what different it makes

or how much it hurts
to hear what you really mean
and it makes me think
what is it that is so great i have seen

when you do things intentionally that hurt
and all i do is cry
when i can feel myself
break apart inside

and I'm the one
who always is feeling guilty
and i always go running back to you
because you mean so much to me