He kissed me and i cried
I\'m ashamed ,but wont lie
I try
,But can\'t hide
How much i truly care for you
Because my feelings are too true
And I\'m constantly in a fight
To keep my feelings inside
And I\'m trying really hard to keep it in
That i don\'t like c.h.. i like him
I kiss him i wish it were him though
Sitting on a cozy couch underneath the mistletoe
,But life\'s not how we wish it to be
So his sweet lips upon mine i may never see
I want just one guy
Sweet and kind
To be just mine
To be real and not lie
Who wants to do nothing more
Than look in my eyes
Who wants a lady not a whor*
And loves her no matter her size
In my eyes he\'s perfect...
Not sure I\'m worth it
,But i pray he gives me a chance. one try
It\'d take less then a second for me to be by his side
But were we meant to be? i don\'t know
Because Gods painful truth is starting to show
Please vote/ comment it means alot thanx xoxo-rachel
