He killed himself next to me!

I
I feel your hand fall down my back,
You arms pull me closer,
You kiss me so softly,
And hold me so tight.

You say you’ll never hurt me,
Love me till the end of time,
You say you’ll never leave me,
Stay with me forever.

I let your words sink in,
Feel overjoyed at the thought,
You never leaving me,
Your face I’ll forever see.

II
I let your words wash over me,
Like the water in this shower,
I let your words stay with me,
Like the memory of your death.

Your limp lifeless body lay next to me,
The blood covering my hair,
I cried, I screamed,
I wished this were not what it seemed.

Your wrist cut open,
I’m really not coping,
Sex one night,
You’re dead the next.

III
WHY!!!
What have I done?
You lied to me,
I LOVED YOU!!

What the hell where you thinking?
Tell her I love her,
Then kill my self next to her!
How cruel, how evil!

I LOVED YOU!
With all my heart,
All my soul,
I TRUSTED YOU!!

IV
Now your dead,
I still dream of you,
The first thing I saw,
When I woke up.

I still see your blood,
Covering me,
I still feel your cold hand,
On my cheek.

I still cry,
I’m crying now,
I still miss you,
Soo much it hurts.

V
I hate you for what you’ve done,
I wish you’d come back and tell me why,
I wish you could hear me cry,
You must of really hated me to die like that.

Tear apart my life,
My soul,
Break my heart,
Destroy my mind.

I loved you,
Now I hate you,
You hated me
You must of.