Pretending Game

I love you so much
and maybe you can see
but keeping this inside
is killing me

I hint to you
and you hint back
I can't ask you
because, the courage, I lack

being with you
calms my soul
your filling this void
this empty hole

I dont ask
for fear of losing you
and thats one thing
that I can not live through

Please make the hints
a little more clear
so when I ask you out
I will not fear

I can't stand this
you being away
I think about you
every hour of every day

i want to just
hold you in my arms
and shield you
from anything that could cause you harm

Please tell me
if you feel the same
I don't want to keep up
this "pretending game"