I see my breath so cold can barley stand
No one to turn to no where to go reach out pull back my hand
Don't want to be here but thats never been my choice
want to speak up with no tears in my eyes don't pity me right now i just cant find my voice
Screaming bleeding inside but
no one hears me nothing new
cold metal against my skin i didn't want this this is what i had to choose
No more tears done with the drama doesn't matter anymore let it be
I'll prove i don't need this I'll be gone soon enough i guarantee
These scars so deep cut after cut scar after scar
I keep on going to stop falling but i can only be so far
Happiest days have been brought down darkest moments get more depressing
Who are you asking for forgiveness
to who do you believe your confessing?
So lost your world is falling apart Your life upside down
Wondering who the hell are you at heart
Hopes crushed dreams torn into pieces smiles keep fading
so numb with pain keep thinking why your still waiting
Promises made to be broken
faith found to be lost
those thoughts you want out...never to be spoken
Breaking down not knowing how to get back up
out of control words start coming out while your mind is screaming at you to shut up
Don't know were you belong forced to place to place
feel like your running out of time don't care anymore I've already lost my faith
Only time feeling alive with my eyes closed and i can't hear anyone
feeling it all through a screen door but it's not real just as soon as you feel i's already done.
