i know how u feel when i was reading this i was kinda captivated... look i know i am only 16 but i would love to help u if u ever need n e one to talk to...aol sn is heathercraig8 or iendurpain or u can email me at heathercraig8@aol.com
i am not like most 16 yr olds i will always listen. God bless.