Where do I really belong?

Where do I really belong?
I dont belong here...my home is long gone...
I want to be taken where I see angels only,
Now in this cold cruel world, where Im so lonely...
The people here reek in hate,
Rotten in the inside,ready to decay.

Where do I really belong? Doesn't everyone have a home?
Or are we to suffer? Here all alone?
I watch as I too become like them,
Im starting to reek in hate,looking at my limbs.
My arms full of cuts, is it some kind of disease?
If I die, will I be missed?Will I really rest in peace?

Where do I really belong?
That sentence plays in my head like a song.
Is it a sign that I too will soon fall?
Will I ever find out where I belong at all?
It hurts to not know your cause of death,
Not knowing when you breathe your last breath.

Where do I really belong?
Then I realize it's too late...I was dead all along.

*please comment.love rain.