The pain you cause
The blood you shed
rests inside my
heartless head
The trust i used to feel inside,
slowly begins to fade and die.
I hate what you've done
I hate who you are
I feel you near, but yet you are so far
The emotions that i feel inside, slowly cause me to die
The lies that you tell
The tricks that you sell
The games are played
but only in the most hurtful ways
what you say,
and the actions you take only cause me more pain
I've made myself love you
and now i can't pull away
the only things i can manage to say are painful and hard
but loving and sweet,
your soft touch hurts me deep,
and as i touch you back, i begin to weep.
The pain you cause flows deep into my skin.My heartless body can no longer win.
I've lost the game and i feel only shame. And now i know i am only to blame.
As the miles between us grow
I slowly wonder if you know that i have finally realized the way i feel..
my crave for you touch makes my heart kneel.
The only emotion that i feel is my love for you.
And now i ask myself if this isn't true, the decision that i made will only effect you in the worst way
Because of my choice i will only hurt you, the pain i feel turns my blood cold & blue.
What I've done will tear us apart,
and what I've done will make my heart small and hard
I'm now once again the person you pulled me away from..
I finally realized that no one ever wins.....
