I dont know

Iv never felt like this
So hurt so used, been treated cruelly and this time its me u've abused
Iv known u for so long, watched u with other girls before but this i cant bare i cant watch u with her, not no more
I hate this feeling, feeling of knowing u aren't gonna be with me but i don't know how 2 give up
How to Stop Loving u, wanting u, missing u, kissing u
I just don't know what to do anymore
U hold me close n say everything will be alright but its her Ur always with at the end of the night
I pretend not to look, act like i cant see
Put on the front of ' u mean nothing 2 me '
But i just don't think i can do this anymore
I Don't Know if i can stand it, i just love u but i don't know if u love me
It seems since u left me i don't know nothing anything more