Childhood of lies

Hear the cries of a broken child
Inside a broken adult
Beat me, raped me
All my fault

Just a game
In my mind
Didn't understand
What I'd grow to find

Pain and torture, I'm going through
All still feels brand new
I'm a broken soul
All because of you, All because of you

Feel the hurt
Reveal a tear
On my own
Crying through fear

Too late now
No one would believe
The innocence I lost
I can never retrieve

Pain and torture, Still going through
All still feels brand new
I'm a broken soul
All because of you, All because of just you

Wanted to scream
But he was fooling
I didnt understand
What he was doing

Then I learnt
A childhood of lies
Realised what you done
And was the reason I died

Gotta be strong
Not take the knife
All of your abuse
Ruined my whole life
No one knows...