Mommy\'s not coming home

I need you mother, Please come home
I cant take waking up,and being on my own
You were my everything, more than a guy could be
I need you mommy...to help me...

I cant handle this depression by myself
You were the only ever person who could help
You knew me best, more than anyone
Been around so long, now your gone

All this pain, All this pain, i don't know what to do
Everything,Everywhere, Reminds me of you
Your the only family member, who ever knew my heart
And, now i cant breathe, I've been ripped apart

I feel your soul, but i need you here
To guide me and make things clear
I cant breathe, i think I'm slowly dying
And once I'm alone i cant stop crying

I cant believe you had to die
Why take you from me? To put you in the sky
I begged you not to leave me,when they told me you were ill
I want you back, waiting for you to come home still

I never got to tell you i was getting better, before i knew
Of all the people to see me happy again, it wasn't going to be you
It was killing you slowly, had only three months left
I couldn't even explain to you, how much you meant

I need your help, please try as much as you can
Help me with your spirit, just a helping hand
I cant take it when the sun begins to shine
Happiness i cant take, when all this pain is mine

Go away sun, don't ever shine again
Its only the raindrops that can show my pain
Go away smiles don't ever be shown
The world has ended, Mommy's not coming home...