When I say goodbye
I mean I wanna die
Just sit and cry
And bleed out all my lies
I am so depressed
That much I will confess
I will say no more
Just shut that god damn door
And deep down within
I have found a sin
An empty hole
Within my soul
And as I pick up the phone
I ask for you, I'm all alone
Im so scared
And no one cared
So as I scream my life away
I beg of you please just stay
And as I die deep within
I noticed something on your skin
It was a tear
But not for fear
It was for the love you had for me
To bad that I didn't see
I thought what you felt for me was hate
I can't go back, it's way to late
And as the blood is dripping down
I see not a smile, but instead a frown
I'm sorry that this happened to you
I thought those words were far from true
But I admit that I was wrong
It was my mistake, but still be strong
So hold me tight
While I struggle my last fight
I'm sorry that I screwed up your head
But just listen to what must be said
"I love you more than you'll ever know
I'm sorry that I had to go
If I had but one wish
It would be that I'd never be missed
For all the times that gave me pain
I could no longer keep myself sane
And for all the things that gave me stress
Was just another sign of being depressed"
So as I end my miserable life
With just one swipe of that knife
I slowly start to drift away
Knowing that today's the day
Because once your past the lies and hate
You'll see my undeniable fate
And while your standing at my grave
Thinking of how I will no longer slave
And as I'm watching from up above
You will have all my love
And remember forever my last wish
I don't want to be missed
Not one bit
