My heart bleeds after learning the truth.
The truth that has been lingering around for weeks.
Finding out is one thing.
Finding out from your enemy is another.
Now only thoughts of deceit and betrayal fill my mind,
Fill my head when her name is spoken.
How could she betray our once, perfect friendship?
How could she be so low?
She revealed all my secrets to him.
Now he thinks I am a freak.
A freak because of my feelings.
He now knows about the picture,
He now knows about the name.
He has had all of my obsessions revealed to him.
He will never know the entire truth though.
I have kept one thing to myself,
My gift of love for him,
How I want to kiss him,
And how I dream about holding him.
But now that my secrets have been told,
Neither of my dreams will come true.
They will just have to wait.
Wait for years,
Wait for a lifetime.
Wait forever.