Crying up a puddle of tears
Nobody around to fight my fears
As I am in deep depression
I go to god to make a confession
I'm sorry that I have nothing to gain
Nathan stop worrying your causing yourself pain
And as I raise the blade up high
I think of how I never said goodbye
Slowly the blood begins to seep
I know that I have gone down deep
I hear a sound from far away
Oh my love, please don't stay
Oh Nathan my love please don't cry
It's not your fault that I decided to die
I've gone from this world so I would be glad
So please Nathan please don't be sad
I love you deeply from the bottom of my heart
But you must understand that it's time for us to part
Nathan, my love, my life, my friend
I'm sorry to say but my lifes come to an end
I know what's probably on your mind
As the clock strikes nine, I'm out of time
As you desperately reach for the phone
You notice that there is no dial tone
I'm sorry my death is what you have to see
But this person here is not really me
For I am already up above
And in your heart you'll feel my love
And what i say with my last breath
Before my life ends with death
"I love you more than you'll ever know"
Was all I could say before i let go