Hidden

I've hidden most of my life
Hidden from the pain
You see I was afraid
Of what my life could be,

I stood back
As i watched my life go by
Without a whisper, without a cry
And you stood back and lied.

You told me it's my fault, In the end
That i started what I couldn't finish, Things I couldn't mend
Now if I ever fly free,
I get an image of you and me and what we could never be.

Why do you still haunt me?
Why can't you leave me alone, Set me free!!
Let go and say good bye
For being with you makes me want to die.

If you want me to be happy
And I wish you did
because then I know you would let me be
Be myself WITHOUT your mentality

I'm afraid, afraid of you
Afraid of me
And what we were,
What we could never be!!!