My Own Suicide

I'm so far away
Closer to death each day
My life isn't going to change
Should i slice down that one vein?

Maybe i could hang myself from a rope
And leave a note listing reasons on why i couldn't cope
OR maybe i could slit my throat
Let you see that on my blood i did choke

Suicide such a common death
So many teens steal there own very last breath
No one ever talks about it
But once someone is gone in remembrance candles are lit

I tell you everyday that i want to die
What is your problem do you think its some big lie?
You tell me it'll all be alright
You don't understand I'm in a fight

On the day that I've died
You'll say to yourself she didn't lie
I'm sorry that you'll hate yourself
Go on and get some help

Because I'm dead
Not one tear was shed
It's not your fault i died
Look on the note it'll tell you why

**Sorry its a little long and it sucks but comment please