Dream of Happiness.

Another dream of happiness,
Fades so far away,
I feel like this time its gone forever,
And this time it won’t be ok.

I know I’m driving people away,
Including my family and friends,
But what am I meant to do?
Everything just needs to come to an end.

And if not telling you how I feel,
Is the only way that exists,
Well then I’ll just let my feelings out,
Through my bleeding wrists.

Don’t think I’m mad at you,
I’m just trying to fade away,
I don’t want my sadness to ever affect you,
I should be the only one who has to pay.

I’ll pay with my life,
For it’s the only way I want,
And if I’m gone from your life before then,
I will not have to haunt.

I’m just so messed up
And there’s only one way to stop
These feelings have been building up my whole life
And now they have reached their top