The things my heart would say

I just don't need a reason
don't ask me to give you one
i can't explain how I'm feeling
let me cope in the way i know.
i can't talk through my feelings,
for now i just need to scream,
i need to vent my frustration,
don't touch me, or get too close.
your touch will make things worse,
your words will break me down,
I'm already crying don't comfort me,
i need to get this out.
don't ask me what is wrong,
if i start I'll never stop,
don't say everything will be alright,
you don't know shit about this pain,
i don't understand how I'm feeling,
so i know that you don't either.
I'm not saying I'm not grateful,
i just need to be alone,
i need to get away from here,
i can't be near you right now.
i just don't need a reason,
don't ask me to give you one,
i can't explain how I'm feeling,
just let me cry and shout.