Hope you can understand...

I wish i could had hold on to you longer
i wish you could had understand
that you were more then a friend to me
you were someone i love
someone that i care about
someone i would give up my life for
someone that is part of my life
and you mean so much to me
you were so understanding
but why?
didn't you tell me
why didn't you tell me how you felt?
why didn't you tell me your pain?
why didn't you tell me that you were sad?
i could had help
i could had change
i could had been there to help you out ur pain
but you kept it all inside
you kept it all in your heart
i tryed to help
i just didn't know how
so i blame myself
cause it was my fault
cause i should had known
i should had found out
i should know you and understand you the most
but i failed
i lost
cause i didn't know how to help you
i didn't know what to do
i was lost
i was trapped
i wish you could had understand
and just give me another chance