Laughing Death

Blood rushing out my wrist
Yes i sliced it open on my own
Laughing as i tighten my fist
With this blood my happiness is shown

I'm happy because I'm dying
Its sad its the only thing that works
I smile knowing when they find me they will be crying
This is my solution, my torture to them

My eyes forever fading
I don't care I'm glad i cant catch my breath
You are the one i am always hating
This is what lead to my death

Put me in a coffin
Throw me in the road i don't care
I'm glad that i finally lost it
My life wasn't going anywhere