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by heidi*lynn Dec 29, 2004 category : Sadness, depression / other
Im so tired of being lonely I just want someone to hold me alls i do anymore is sit and cry sometimes i even wish that i could die I tried so hard to be that one. Then he told me him and his girl were done. i figured this is my time to advance to give him my all and look for my chance. Then that day came where we were gonna hang out i thought this would be it without a doubt he told me he liked me and how he cared i told him i liked him and he made me not scared What a night to remember, that christmas eve but then the time came where he needed to leave a couple days later i found out that lie he kept from me i knew nothing about him and that girl ended up going out again and now i feel like i was hit by a train and even though i still miss him at times im not gonna take those horrible love crimes I keep asking myself what did i do wrong and for that answer i shall long why did you hurt me, why did you lie. do you just like seeing me cry? i guess i have to leave him for a while I just wish i could leave happy and with a smile.******please comment******