Madness

I don't mean to bleed these tears
But I can never seem to shed them
My eyes stay dry and I fear
I cant feel a damn thing at all

I havent cried in months well
Unless you count the crimson droplets
Again my life is upside down
But I feel not a damn thing at all

Actually, no I do its all raging
Redness subsides in my heart
And your mouth words dont help
Since you're the one who ripped me apart

I think I'm sadistic, crazy, and such
But I dont give a damn what you think
I'll bake my own pie and eat it too
Then watch my life start to sink