I Will Always Love You

I KNOW THIS IS LONG BUT PLEASE READ IT AND COMMENT OR VOTE ON IT....

when the sun shines in my window each morning i dread the day ahead,
i don't have a reason to live anymore i would be better off if i was dead.

but something makes me get out of bed and start another day of hell,
i cant do anything right, everything i do i fail.

I've lost the one person i truly adored and loved with all my heart,
he left me behind 2 months ago after he tore my world apart.

so now I'm left here crying alone in my bed,
these walls are closing in on me i need to clear my head.

every night i go to bed crying about my hopes, my loss and my fears,
and every morning i wake up drowning in my tears.

my hopes and wishes never come true he isn't coming back to me,
I'm stuck in this life of living hell without my baby.

i just want to be myself again cause this just isn't me,
i want to be the normal girl that i used to be.

i don't think he realizes how much he means to me,
either that or he doesn't care which ever it may be.

i cant go on like this I'm not strong enough to overcome this pain,
i wish i could make him love me back but it's impossible there's no way.

i wish i could leave this world today, never again would anyone see my face,
it would be a relief to many and make the world a better place.

i cant act like nothing's wrong anymore and slap on a fake smile,
it's getting harder everyday i need to rest a while.

so if i leave this world today tell my family and friends i love them and not to cry,
tell johnny i did what i said i would and loved him till the day that i died.

**written by Amanda N Nichols**
~dedicated to JTA~