Pretending...

Even though we are no longer together
We still are good friends
I'm there for you
You are there for me

I know i seem happy
I know i seem fine
If you only knew how i felt inside...

When I'm not with you
Your always on my mind
I ask myself "what if he likes me again?"
But its just leading me on

I wish i could tell you how i still felt
But i know that you do not feel the same

I don't want to mess up whatever we have now...
Like i messed everything up, that we had before

So I'm going to go on pretending
Pretending to be happy
Pretending to be fine
Hoping one day you will again be mine