Taking My Life

I can't do this anymore,
Life is getting way too hard.
Nothing I do is right,
My heart is far too scarred.

I'm not amounting to anything,
I have nothing to live for.
I'm just a BIG mistake,
A sixteen year old whor*.

Whenever I have something good,
I throw it all away.
Then I'm left to wonder,
Why I'm alone night and day.

No one takes me seriously,
Everything's a joke.
So I don't see who would care,
If I killed myself and croaked.

I lost my best friend,
And my boyfriend too.
I have no reason to be happy,
All I am is blue.

I had my life in gear,
I knew where I was going.
Now I have no clue,
And no way of knowing.

I won't get very far,
With that path that I'm taking.
But I don't really care,
'cause my heart's still breaking.

I'm through with all the drama,
I'm done with all the strife.
Oh, look what I found in this drawer
A knife to take my life