All because of you

Todays the last day
When I get to watch everyone laugh and play
Todays the last day
That you'll ever hear me say "hey"

I have people to blame
And a grudge i hate to hold
I breath in your hateful words
While you sit back and watch me fall

My "friends" are never there
I'm always alone crying
I'm trying to be real
But nothing is good enough

You thought it was all a joke
When you use to make me choke
You laughed and played
No one ever heard me shout

I hid all the pain
And carried all the weight
From all the untrue things you've ever told

You can see the pain in my eyes
But you act as if its all just a lie
You can see my shattered dreams
And you hope nothings as it seems

Ill bleed till i cant see no more
Ill cry till my eyes are soar
Ill beat myself down till i cant breath anymore
Just because what you have all done