Starin' @ the Sun rmx Ft. Battle for Sanity

A hole to release it just might be too surreal...

Lost in thought, and lost in time.
Drowning in a state of mind.
Losing track of why I'm here.
All my feelings are unclear.

This pain is just to real -
the cause i have yet to reveal,
I can feel the pressure in my head...

Tell me nothing, for I'll forget.
I'm spinning round, lost in regret.
Please forgive me, I'm not myself,
Share your secrets with someone else.

Don't try to wake me.
Don't try to save me.
Don't wait for me.

For years I have battled with myself -
merely trying to edge my way back through this tormented hell.

Am I the only one, staring at the sun?
Wondering why,
Why I can't show what's inside.
I've come undone, staring at the sun.
I'm scared of what you'll find,
If you see deep down inside,

realize that death would be too easy.

Dreaming on, lost in a haze,
Houston calling to outer-space,
But I'm not there; I'm too far-gone,
Bet you're wondering what is wrong.

I continue to fight and fight -
a cowards way out.

Nothing's wrong, I'm just distressed.
I'm losing grip; I've lost my head.
Too high up I can't come down,
My feet'll never touch the ground.

I fight and fight I shall until,
the day I can release this agony from my Hell.

A hole to release it would just be surreal,
I just need some time to heal...

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Thanks a ton Emma for working with me.... you added so much more to it than I could have done alone. I'd "remix" with you anyday!