Why?

You say you love me with actions
but you lay with her in bed
you say you'd rather be with her
but you come to me instead.

You want me to love again
but it's you that's not loving me
when you try to return again
you'll still be in love with her and with me.

Wild oats you are now sowing
and your love is talked about with her
but is she what you are really wanting
and why is it pain that I must endure?