Guy problems

Why is it that i am cursed,
some times it makes me so mad i just want to burst,
when i fall in love its with a guy i cant have,

i just for once want to be loved by someone i love,
i want my dad to see me happy from up above,
and be happy to see me happy ,

I'm so lonely,
and i want to have a relationship that isn't phony,
please god help me find that special guy,
that will make my heart sore in the sky,

please don't let me give up on love,
for i wanna be happy and no more alone,
i just need to have some one there for me.
so i can finally be happy,

*** ya it sucks but what ya gonna do... please rate and give me a comment on what you think of it !***