Once Upon A Time...

I wish I could see
Your warm smile
Your calm eyes
And your firm hold

I felt safe
I felt secure
But your hold was loosening
Around my waist
Where did you go?
I lost you

Now I sit alone
Lost in my thoughts
Needing someone's help
Is anybody listening?

My ears strain for a friendly voice
But none came
I hold my face in my hands
Letting everything fall through

I deserve this
Or do I?
Do i deserve better?
My friends say i do

Slamming my fist down
I decide you aren't worth it
Worth me worrying over
Why should I worry about you?
I should worry about me!

I used to dream of us
In a large home
Out nestled on the countryside
But that was only
Once Upon A Time...