Sorry

I asked you Grandpa,
Please don't go.
You replied to me
I can't say no

I dazed into your simple blue eyes
For one last memory
You said to me,
"For always baby, you'll be mine"

I will never forget that day with you
You lying in blank white sheets
Ready for a place, far and new
Somewhere lovely to go, and someone new to meet.

You left this crazy world
And left me crying
Forever Grandpa,
I'll be dying

Without you,
I have no reason to live
I'll be missing you,
With no heart to give.

Now you are above me
In the high blue sky
Wanting me to come with you
Maybe I should just give it a try.

I know I can't,
Cause my own death,
Why didn't I realize that earlier...
I have already overdosed on meth.

You told me to visit you on a land far away..
But I'm in the wrong land,
I'm in Hell to stay

I'm Sorry Grandpa,
Now I will never see you
Me in a land of darkness
And you, in the heavens of blue

Once again, I did the wrong thing
I can't believe I'm down here..
But it's too late to hear the angels sing
All of this is true, my worst fear
Why did this happen to me?