Summers Secret

A Summers Secret

A summers secret kept this long
It hurts so much to keep but I am appearing strong

I went back to "our place" of sweet bliss
That one special lake, first and second date, and our first kiss

I laid in the exact spot we sat
I closed my eyes and thought of nothing but that

As picturing us talking, laughing and making our bond stronger
I opened my eyes I couldn't take it any longer

It hurt to think about it, and to imagine was unbearable
and what we shared of all the times we went there incomparable

See, this summer was a secret between me and this boy
That I had to hide in order to enjoy

So . . .

I once again closed my eyes
In hope to re-gain those moments and visualize

My mind wondered and took me to our first shopping spree
You took me out of town so we could shop just for me

I drifted off in remembrance of our first fight
But we worked in out and to do so we stayed on the phone all night

I remember the first time I called with a bad attitude
You really did put me in a better mood

Remembering the little things that made us what we were
But then something hit me, Now your with her

While laying there thinking of our summer secret and all
Leaves from the tree of above me began to fall

Summer had turned into fall, almost Winter snow
And I thought of how I really should let these memories go

It was a summer fling and I knew that from the start
But I never really knew I would feel this bad once it was time to part

So, Laying there crying inside and out
I'll always remember how at one point you were always there to help me out

At our one summer spot I thought of us and how time I wish I could stall
Our summer secret was over and It's now the ending of Fall