Good-Bye my love part 2

You read in part one
That slitting my wrist i had fun
This is where this note gets serious
And i say my good-bye too you

I don't want for you to cry
Please for me really try
Know that I'm somewhere where i can be happy
I don't have to wonder here feeling crappy

I want you to know i died with you deep in my heart
Knowing i hurt you made me want to die more
Please be strong just for me its my one last wish
When your asleep I'll leave you with a silent kiss

I want you to grow old and love your kids
And know I'll always be with you
When you close your eyes I'm there for every breath
Just like you were for me until my death

This is not your fault it was what i wanted, what i needed
When i was alive i only felt cheated
I want you to know i love you know this is true
And this is my sweet Good-bye to you