You should know

This you should know.
I was friends with you long before I realized he was kinda cute and that he liked me.

I didn't realize how hard I had fallen in love with him until it was too late.
I am sorry to you but I love him

I hope we can still be friends.
I am lost without you as my mate.

I know he has her but honestly .....
That didn't stop us from kissing and touching each other.

I don't know if he loves me.
He says he does.

For all I know all we could be feeling is lust.
But after the other day i hope is isn't lust I am feeling because I know I love him.