Our love

I live with a broken heart
if i knew this is how it would feel
i never would have fallen for u
but i did and now i hate myself
all the pain i wish u could feel
all the heartache from loving u
i wish u could feel my scares
i wish u could see how i feel
forever alone always afraid
i wish u could see through my eyes
see all the hate
all the sorrow
every bit of pain
its sometimes scary
thinking how much control u had over me
u never let me be
u scared me so much
with all your hate
but your love was so good
and thats what i fell in love with
and thats what I'm still in love with
with you my first love