How should i say

Sitting right here,
with a pen in hand;
want to write you a letter,
but words don't land.

i need to let you know,
you mean so much for me;
but cant figure out how,
how can make you see.

i always decide to tell you,
but i utter not a sound;
i don't know how to say it,
so i am trying to write it down.

for hours and hours i have been thinking,
eating up my brain;
cant tell you the what i feel,
neither can i refrain.

just a blank piece of paper,
of the feeling i cant express;
but my heart is flooding,
with emotions i can repress.

how can few simple words,
even begin to explain;
not being able to make you understand,
is my greatest pain.

i really love you,
i just don't know how to say;
i want to tell you "you are only mine"'
and that too in best possible way.

whether i say it or not,
its true that i love you a lot,

in my heart you will forever stay,
and my love will continue to grow;
i will love for now and always,
more than you could ever know.