I had to tell

Why did you do it
why'd you take those pills
you took them knowing you'd feel ill
did you even care how we felt
or how everyone dealt
you called me up one night
and scared me with one big fright
you said you took 50 pills
and you said that you really felt ill
and then you were gone
the phone was dead
you were just hanging on by a thread
i didn't know what to do
all i knew was that i had to save you
i couldn't let you die
i needed you here by my side
i told someone
hoping you wouldn't be mad
but i didn't want everyone to be sad
i had to tell
don't you see if i didn't then things wouldn't have gone well
so all i knew was that i had to try and keep you alive
i called the cops that day
hoping they would make it before you faded away
when they got there you were passed out
and no one knew what about
they said if i wouldn't have told
then you would have never grown old
if they were 10 minutes later
you would never had made it
i hope your not mad at me
i know i promised not to tell
but i just didn't want 2 say farewell
your in the hospital now
i probably wont see you for a while
i hope that you can make it through this trial
i hope that when you get out
that you can forgive me
it was for your own good
and that you will eventually see
I'm just glad your not dead
there going to keep you for a while
i know you think there full of crap
and your probably right
but at least give it a chance
maybe it can take you out of this trance
i hope i see you again
just start over like you just began

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